Color Code For Posts...

Color Code For Posts: Red is for sensual; Green or Teal is for emotional/traumatic; Yellow or Orange is for relaxing; Pink (pastel or hot) is for little ones/nice posts; Purple is for good memories; Blue is for Personality Tests. I will update this as needed.

Saturday, January 28, 2006

Floating In Her Spell


Floating In Her Spell 




Lying on the raft

Floating down the river

Ever so gently

Drifting

Deeper

Gazing up at the stars

Floating

Deeper

Sinking

Deeper

Into the velvety darkness

Twinkling stars shining brightly

Mind

So melted

Melting

Faster

Eating sweet berries

Sinking

Deeper

Drinking champagne

Drifting

Deeper

Sinking into sensations

Flowing gently down river

Floating deeper

And

Deeper

The moon rising

Bodies silvered with moonbeams

Drifting deeper

Nails sliding down flesh

Sinking deeper

And

Deeper

Following the current

Drifting

Deeper

Floating toward the falls

Drifting so easily

The thundering falls so close

Heated flesh cooled by mist

Fangs piercing flesh

Drinking

Floating

Deeper

Melting

Spiraling

Deeper

And deeper

Still

Sinking

Deeper

Entranced

Taken

Slipping

Deeper

Under her spell.




Kit Masters © January 28, 2006

Friday, January 27, 2006

The Beauty of the Beach

The Beauty of the Beach




Sunsets in lavender and rose
Soothing balmy breezes
Palm trees silhouetted
Shadows marching toward the horizon
Cool hard packed sand under foot
Huge bonfire blazing in the dark
Salty ocean breeze ruffling my hair
Caressing my warmed flesh
Night settling on us like a lovers embrace
Bright stars twinkling in the midnight blue sky
As the flames dance and flicker
Warning the sand and the air around
Illuminated by silvery moonbeams
Soft surf lapping at the beach
The breeze sweetly scented with hibiscus
The beauty of the beach at night
Seducing us, our mind filled with sensations
Our body responding to the stimuli
Reveling in the beauty around us.






Kit Masters © January 7, 2006

Friday, January 20, 2006

Emotional Discovery

Emotional Discovery



The day before my birthday was a very difficult day for several reasons. The thing that happened to trigger the rage I flew into wasn’t something that would normally bother me.

I had decided that I wanted Chinese food so I placed an order. I had planned on paying one way but then I found out that they had changed the payment methods so I wasn’t able to have what I wanted. I cancelled the order and I became angrier with each second. I wanted to break something; I was heading toward a full blown rage over something as simple as not getting what I wanted. I couldn’t get myself under control.

I was feeling so angry but I had no idea why the situation had me so angry. It took me awhile to find some calm, actually I didn’t find it; I was guided to it. My best friend tried reasoning with me to help me see that anger wasn’t a response I should have in that situation. I think I was getting irritated with the questions to figure out what the real problem was. Hearing the questions restated and phrased differently help the answers flow out after some time.

The story goes back to the time that I was between the ages of 8-9. I had always believed that I was the eldest child. This particular day my mother had put my favorite doll away, as punishment for my transgression (I don’t remember what I did). So there I was looking at the place where my doll was being held hostage, and I wanted her back. I was alone in the house and angry that I had been punished.

So I decided I wanted it back and decided to get it. The doll was on the top shelf of the closet, which meant that I had to climb the shelves to get to the top where my doll was. In the process I knocked a box down; I was irritated that I had been careless. I knew I needed to pick everything up and put it back without mom finding out what I did. I had even gone as far as replacing my favorite doll with a different one. I really didn't want mom to know that I had gotten my doll back.

I climbed down and started picking up the things and putting them back in the box. The items that had fallen out were baby momentums, I was curious there were 2 sets of them, diapers, bottles, newspaper articles and pictures. I read the articles and found out that my parents had had 2 other children before me; they hadn’t survived the day they had been born. I remember tears streaming down my face and rocking myself, consoling myself.

In seconds my reality had changed. I couldn’t handle the information that I had found out. I felt betrayed, I didn’t know my place, and I ran from the shock. I hid for a very long time. I came back after a very long absence. But I wasn’t who I remembered. My memories had ended the day I went after my doll. I didn’t know where or who I was when I came back. I had a friend help me adjust to life now. I had to come to terms with the loss of years and to merge my memory from that time to the current time line.

I never knew why I really disliked my birthday being in January much less on the 14th. The reasons I had given myself was that it happened in the middle of winter, testing always seemed to fall on it on a regular basis, and a few times my parents had forgotten. Now I know why. My brother had been born exactly 364 days before I had been; and my sister almost 15 months before me.

This event was a deep wound and the pain was fresh. It was like being a child again and feeling everything again. Feeling the betrayal and desolation left behind after reading the items in the box. To this day my mother doesn’t talk about them. At some point I edited my memory and I had the knowledge but not how I had gotten it. It was a sanitized version.

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Cats


Cats



Warm, sleepy kitten
Curled up purring happily.



Smooth, sleek black coat,
Honey gold colored eyes.



Majestically beautiful panther
Ever watchful and wary



Sleek and solitary
Waiting to pounce.



Protective leopard
Wise and watchful



Fiercely loyal
Patiently stalking prey.



Fun loving cheetah
Swift and silent



Unnoticed until too late
Persistent hunter.



Strong and special tiger
Powerful presence



Intelligent hunter
Stealthily quiet.


Kit Masters © December 30, 2005 

Monday, January 16, 2006

Scenes From The Beach

Scenes From The Beach



Gentle waves caressing the shore
Light breeze blowing against me
Soft morning light, breaking the dawn
The morning stillness full of tranquility
Breathing deeply of the serenity
Skipping and dancing through the waves
Joyous laughter floating through the air
Cool water lightly lapping at my feet
Soft sand sliding between my toes
Running across the cold wet sand
Combing the beach for shells
Collecting the shells as keepsakes
Building sandcastles on the beach
Decorating the castle with shells
Waiting for the waves to crash into it
Dancing giddily down the beach
Prancing and preening
Giggling happily as I play
Falling asleep in the shade
Listening to the sounds of the beach.



Kit Masters © December 30, 2005

Monday, January 9, 2006

His Hypnotic Sorceress

His Hypnotic Sorceress


Her countenance
Kissed by the silver moonbeams. 

Her nakedness 
Revealing divine sensuality.

Her copper skin 
Aglow with a light sheen. 

Her body 
Adorned with jewels, bells and scented oil. 

Her scent 
Spicy, wild and mysterious. 

Her voice
Low, sweet and lyrical. 

Her dark eyes
Lustrous pools of desire. 

Her sable hair
Long, straight, brushing her waist. 

Her breasts
Rounded, firm and lush. 

Her arms
Supple, adorned with bracelets. 

Her hands
Long, tapered fingers painted scarlet. 

Her hips 
Swaying rhythmically with each step. 

Her legs
Long, shapely and smooth. 

Her feet
Nicely shaped with scarlet painted toes. 

She dances
Under the full moon. 

Her body undulating
Listening to the sensual melody. 

Her dancing
Causing him to slip into trance. 

Her body
A powerful weapon wielded with pride. 

His consciousness liquescent
Only She fills his mind, he wants no other. 

Her dancing
Arousing and driving him to the edge. 

He gazes at Her adoringly
Unable to tear his eyes away from Her. 

He is enamored
With his hypnotic sorceress. 


Kit Masters © January 9, 2006

Sunday, January 8, 2006

Her Perfect Pet

Her Perfect Pet







She was waiting for him in the pub. She didn’t know who, yet; but the right one would show up. She could feel it. He walked in while she was sipping her glass of wine. She knew he was the one, when she saw him. He wandered over to the bar and ordered a drink; he surveyed the room and let his gaze rest on her.

She smiled to herself and turned away from him ignoring him. He leaned against the bar and watched her. She let her gaze slide over him but she wouldn’t give him her attention. She wouldn’t acknowledge him in the slightest.

His interest was piqued no one had ever ignored him so easily. He was good looking and most women would flirt with him. She wondered if she should wait a bit longer or if she should allow him to join her.

She gazed at him letting her eyes warm up, and smiled at him. He watched her as she smiled at him and he was stunned at how beautiful she was and how dark her eyes were.

He started walking over to her when he noticed her getting ready to leave. He reached for her wrap to help her out; she gazed up at him and he was lost in her eyes. He lost the ability to speak, he felt himself relaxing as he continued to stare into her eyes. She continued to gaze into his eyes.

He felt like he was sinking into her eyes. Forgetting everything he didn’t move, she was watching him with a bemused smile. She took the wrap from him and put it on. He couldn’t make his body work. She took his hand and shook it. Her technique was so smooth no one noticed it; she noticed his eyes as they seemed to glaze a little. Her ring had a small dosage of the experimental drug she was working on.

She whispered for him to follow her and she sauntered out of the pub. It took him a few seconds but he turned to follow her out, he was hearing her voice echoing in his mind. He felt so relaxed. She was waiting outside for him. He had never met anyone like her before.

She was beautiful and he wanted to see if he was dreaming; nothing like this had ever happened to him, it was exciting. She looked at her watch the drug was quick acting he would follow directions without realizing what he was doing. She watched him as she slid her tongue across her bottom lip; he flushed thinking about her.

“Mmmmmm,” he moaned without realizing he had vocalized it; he wanted to taste her soft lips. His body was responding to her, he was aroused. She knew what he was thinking. He couldn’t pull his gaze away from hers. He didn’t want to. He was feeling lightheaded, dazed by this lovely woman.

He was completely captivated by her. He felt her fingers slide across his hand. His body was liquescent under her touch. She leaned closer to him her scent tantalizing him, arousing him further. He sighed. She whispered for him to follow her to her car. She turned to walk away knowing he would obey her. Her voice was still echoing in his mind, he couldn’t resist her; he couldn’t remember had had transpired in the past few minutes. He just knew he craved more of it.

She beckoned him to her, he followed. She smiled, looking at her new pet. She didn’t think anyone would remember her talking to him. She could feel his anticipation as he made his way toward her. He was a gorgeous specimen. She had plans for him. He was drawn to her; she was watching him as he walked toward her. He was already sinking into her dark eyes. He felt his resistance melt away he didn’t know what had come over him. He felt meek with her.

He was spiraling deeper. She was whispering to him, he didn’t even realize that each step toward her was sending him deeper. She opened the car door for him and helped him in. She walked around the car, got in, turned on the music and watched his eyes glaze. She had mixed the cd as part of phase 1. The drug and the music would wear down his resistance. The drive home would be long enough.

As she drove she rested her hand on his thigh. Letting him feel her touch, he was relaxing as he listened to the music. She heard him sigh he could hear her voice in his mind but he wasn’t sure if she was really talking or if he was dreaming. He felt himself relaxing even more. He let go.

She was seducing him with ease. He couldn’t resist her. Her voice was music flowing through him. She was powerful. He shivered thinking about her, he craved her. The car ride was an experience for him; he had never been so aroused and melted before. It was as if he had no will, he didn’t want to do anything except please her. The recording and the drug were strong but when you factored in his reaction to her it was potent. He was responding so well. His mind was filled only with her, her touch, voice and scent taking over.

She smiled as she pulled into her drive. He had no idea where he was, he didn’t really care either. He was on the edge of sharp desire. She wanted him to crave her; to crave what only she could give him. She escorted him to the door. He stood gazing at her; she leaned close to him and whispered for him to undress.

He started disrobing in front of her; she smiled watching him. He obeyed her without question. The cool air caressing his heated flesh, she whispered that her pet couldn’t enter with his clothes on. He heard her say that she wanted to enjoy the view. He wondered what she meant. She slid a nail down his belly and watched his body tighten. All thought left his mind as fire streaked through him.

She was a sorceress he was completely entranced by her. She pinched his nipple and heard him groan. He was so aroused, she was happy with her choice of pets. Everything was forgotten except her. She whispered for him to kneel at her feet and pick up his clothes and hand them to her. He didn’t even think about it.

He knelt and felt the urge to kiss her feet. He would wonder about that later. He wanted to stop, but he couldn’t resist her. She watched him closely, he was fighting, and she already knew he would be perfect for her. He handed her the bundle of clothing; she told him to get up and gave him his clothes to carry into the house. She kept his tie.

She smiled wickedly and tied his tie around his hard arousal; she opened the door and led him in using his tie. He sucked in a deep breath as she tugged on the tie. He was following her. He had no choice. Deep down, he didn’t want one.

She led him up the stairs and down the hall to a room. She instructed him to put his clothes in the closet neatly. He thought he heard her say that he wouldn’t need them anytime soon. He felt her tug on the tie and he forgot all about that.

He was gazing into her eyes again. He felt like he was floating. She told him to kneel again, he couldn’t help it; he did. She went to the dresser and returned to him with it in her hand. She walked behind him and placed the collar around his neck. He heard the lock snap shut and his body relaxed.

She went back to the dresser and pulled out a tray and set it on the dresser. She took the cuffs off the tray and asked for his left hand and secured the cuff to it. Then she did it to the right one. She dangled the cuffs for his ankles and told him to secure them on his ankles for her. He took the cuffs and secured them to his ankles for her. He saw her turn away again, she told him to stand up and she returned with silver chains.

He didn’t blink as she pinched one nipple and then the other. He groaned at her touch. She placed nipple clamps on them as he hissed. She whispered that it pleased her to have him wear them. He sighed in contentment as she caressed his body stimulating him. She took the tie off and put a cock ring in its place, she smiled as she attached the leash to the ring on it. She handed him the handle for his leash. She turned away to put up the tray smiling to herself. He was ready for phase 2.  



Kit Masters © Written  January 8, 2006; 
originally posted January 9, 2006

Wednesday, January 4, 2006

Healing Forgotten Time

Healing Forgotten Time




Healing forgotten time Segments of my life
Missing from my timeline
No viable reason for it
Such a drastic measure
Was I protecting myself?
How could I completely forget?
The existence of someone that
Had been a friend, a sister
What kind of friend was I?
What made me forget her?
So many questions
Searching for the answers inside
Will the answers satisfy;
Perhaps they will create more questions
What’s the point of discovering
The hidden memories
If they aren’t dealt with?
What do I lose by avoiding it?
Learning more about myself
What is gained by facing it?
Everything, along with peace of mind
Fragmented thoughts
Driven from my mind
Pieces
Shards
Slivers
Swirling around
Floating through my consciousness
Feeling them slide into place
As I rediscover them
Putting them back in place
Sifting through the debris
Of forgotten time
Making sense of things
Long buried deep down inside
Things that had been locked away
To help preserve my sanity.

Kit Masters © December 31, 2005

Monday, January 2, 2006

Heartless Inside

Heartless Inside


Thinking love is in the head;
Not in the heart nor the soul.
Unable to see past her wants
Unable to realize.

What she had wasn’t love.
A shadow of a woman
Not really what she appears
Taking what she wants.

Forgetting that love is selfless
Heartless, selfish little girl
In a woman’s body
Unable to get past being a child

A little girl forever
Constantly looking for love.
And never finding it
Because she has no capacity for love.

Lusting after what she wanted
Thinking she got the prize.
Knowing she is deceived
Poor heartless little girl.

Ever searching for her heart,
Gone missing, lost in limbo
Obfuscated by her dark rage.
Peace she seeks, but never finds.

Thinking another holds it,
In his soft gentle hands.
Holds the mirror to her face,
Finally seeing reality.

Forever empty,
No lines or creases to belie a well lived life.
Pristine the view, but with invisible cracks;
Deep crevasses of pain.
No amount of shoveling onto others will relieve.

Once realized she sees others visions of love.
She can finally see how she didn't honor the visions
The first time she recognized them
Poor heartless little girl.

In her jealousy, she did not realize
That by sharing care and love
She would have seen her own fulfillment
Come to fruition.

Lacking compassion and honor
A thin, shabby, veil of civility;
Covers the most sordid manners
Made worn through abject neglect of herself and others.

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*I wrote this while talking to a dear friend, comments that I made reminded me of other things that had been weighing on my mind. Writing this poem helped me see some things I hadn't thought about. Now I have the time to explore the situation and deal with what I find in a healthy way.





This was written December 30 2005; originally posted 1/2/2006.
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